College has been full of so many things big, medium, and small.The changes are full of happiness, sadness, hunger, and hangovers! Probably since I came out of the womb my mom has said that friends come and go more often than your period. And every word of it is true.
I tend to be one of those people who bottles everything up.
The good things,
the bad things,
and the things in between.
The past few days have been hell for me.
I didn’t think I could realize so many things in such a small amount of time.
I totaled my car; moved out of my home; lost one of my best friends of four years; and mother nature decided to pay me a visit!
Sometimes you fall completely head over heels for something and then realize that it isn’t good for you…
It’s like those people who love ice cream and yogurt but are lactose intolerant, not a good mix!
While in a relationship…
(When I say relationship, it can be between friends, family, boyfriend and girlfriend, whatever…)
One of the two always care more, cry more, love more, angry more…
As I sit here at a dance competition, it brings back so many memories. Of when I danced, and the life I lived.
So busy, So chaotic, So dramatic, So colorful, So glittery, So glamorous, So skinny.
As I sit here at a dance competition, I imagine the life these girls live and I imagine how many people might tell them they are too ugly or too fat to do what they want, to be who they want, to dance….
Not too long ago I went through a really rough time in my life. Both my grandparent passed, I was given a baby brother, My heart was broken, and I completely lost who I was. Without a doubt today, I get up with so much strength and knowledge of who I am and where I am going. Although I have conquered this journey, it has come to my attention that my friend’s are all starting one of their own.
Today was a very unusual day! Not in the way that it was unlike any other but in the way that I felt like I was in New York City with everything passing me by while I just stood in the middle and took it all in…
It was unusually usual.
Today I realized that I have the most amazing people in my life and I would do anything for every single one of them.
The day after I turned seven years old I was blessed with a baby sister.
I was ecstatic. Who doesn’t want a mini version of themselves getting into all of their makeup and wearing all of their clothes?
Soon enough my mom explained to me that this was not just any ordinary sister. That she wouldn’t be in my makeup and she wouldn’t be wearing my clothes because she might never be able to do any of these things on her own.