” I’m just living life and writing it down as I go “

Me, Me, Me

What’s Up!? My name is Raquel Wingard, aka Rocky, aka Bella, and I attend Kent State University as a Fashion Merchandising major with a Fashion Media minor. Although I love Fashion, I wouldn’t mind writing about all the bullshit situations I go through in life, forever; more to help you realize you aren’t alone when you go through the same thing a week later. I pretty much think I’m the funniest person alive, but besides that, I’m just like every other twenty-two-year-old struggling to find my way through Life As I Know It.



Where Am I Now


Currently chasing love in Italy…


This has been the shortest semester of my life, I swear. As this fall comes to a close I realize how I have become more and more terrified of graduation in the Spring. However, the year 2018 and the rest of my college career do hold trips so stay tuned…



1.2018: Haiti

4.2018: Spain


This goes out to you…

Oh So Pretty

I don’t even know where to start… You are the first real man I’ve ever met. You’ve taken care of me in ways that no one else could and there is not a moment I don’t feel beautiful around you. The bond we share and the ways we encourage each other to grow is immeasurable, I am unable to even form words that match. All I know is that in 10 years when I am on the other side of the world, I hope it’s with you. Soul mates, maybe… Assholes, for sure!

Mom, My Forever Friend

Mom, It’s funny how things have worked out. When I was a kid I thought you were the worst, now I think you’re the best. You always encourage me to be the best person I can and set out to accomplish things that are unattainable in others eyes. You are indeed the funniest, most intelligent, honest, loving, full of crap person I know. In spite of all of your flaws, I would love nothing more than to grow to be half the woman you are!

That’s My Best friend​

You are my one and only person. I didn’t even realize the true meaning of that until you forced me to binge watch Grey’s Anatomy! You inspire me every day to work on and love myself before anyone else. You are the most thoughtful person I know and I could not be more proud of the woman you are becoming. Our friendship is one that I know no matter the distance and/or time we still have each other.